I Keep Saying

For Her.

I don’t know what to do

It’s just so hard to choose

I cant make up mind on which

Road is the right way

Which exit I should take

In this highway of life

It just seems to hard

To go on without here near

But maybe it’s for the better

Or maybe it’s just fear

I need her right now

But she cant be here

It’s not her fault

I keep saying

But how do I know

She wont do it again

I’m missing her so much

It’s tearing me apart

And making me shed tears

Damn why does this have to be so hard

I just want her near to me

To say everything is alright

And show me that happiness light

Now the tears fall and I want her now

But I cant have her because

She just cant make it

3 month just past but

I didn’t have her to celebrate

Like it was suppose to be

But it’s not her fault

I keep saying

She will return

But my heart cant take much more

Of her not being near.